Sunday, June 28, 2009

Laying to rest...

Tonight I am putting this blog to rest and starting a new one... I am not sure why but some part of me feels like this is what I have to do so I am listening. I am not sure how my new blog is going to go but I hope it takes me where I need to go with life.
BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

I'm not sleeping alone tonight... Thank you GOD!

Today a close friend of mine asked me how David and I were doing. I told her life was boring. She gave me a simple reply but it hit close to the heart. She said, "at least you two are together, that's better than last year."
2 weeks ago David's unit deployed to Iraq. Even though I knew I wouldn't be the one sleeping alone that night I cried. I cried for my friends who were going to bed alone with their cell phone on their husband's pillow. I cried for the baby girl who's father will miss her first birthday. I cried for the little boy who doesn't understand why his daddy had to leave. I may not be one of those wives but I am there with them.
In about 351 days I will be in Texas welcoming those boys home. I will cry again knowing their wives will not have to sleep alone that night.
Lord, please wipe the tears from the soldier's wife's eyes and let her sleep peacefully tonight. Amen

Sunday, January 18, 2009

GOD brought me here...


" I may not have gone where I intended to go but I think I ended up where I intended to be..."

~ Douglas Adams

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

Big Guy

Please stop the hatred and discrimination against pit bulls. Big Guy is our 3 year old pit and Jacob's best friend. Many people who do not know us think we are bad people because we have a pit bull. People who do know us have never met a more lovable dog. He isn't just a pit, he is a loyal best friend. Big Guy is Jacob's best friend, protector, and even his favorite jungle gym. Before you assume that pit bulls are a bad breed please educate yourself. Mean dogs are not born mean they are raised to be that way. The most frustrating thing for me is to have people who do not own pit bulls tell me they are viscous dogs. Please, PLEASE educate yourselves on pit bulls so you don't sound so stupid.
Any pit lovers out there are welcome to leave me comments and stories!


Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year

Looking back on 2008 and all I can think is, wow. I am amazed by how much I continue to grow and change every year.
I started 2008 with Bobby and James at my parent's house. At the time I was thinking I was lame but now when I look back I think that I had my values in place and that I would rather ring in the new year with my brother and his best friend then being drunk at some bar with strangers. 18 days later David came home from Iraq. That was like having a huge boulder lifted off my chest. I could finally breathe.
Jacob was baptized in February and about that same time I had a strong feeling I was pregnant. I took a test and it came back positive, of course.
Jacob got sick with pneumonia twice and RSV in May and had to spend a couple days in the hospital. That led to David deciding he didn't want to reenlist.
The months January to June were spent in Fort Hood, TX. I left a place I had met many good friends and to this day I do not know if I will ever see any of them again.
June 2nd we found out through ultrasound that Ryder was a boy. Ryder was born October 18th. He was absolutely beautiful. The best part was David was able to be with me through the delivery.
Last week David spent his first Christmas at his grand parents house, it was also his first Christmas with Jacob, it was Ryder's first Christmas, and our first Christmas as a family all together.
David and I ended the year 2008 watching a movie in our living room in Grand Forks.
The year 2007 was good to me and it is a year I will cherish forever.