5 days and counting!

The work day is almost done. This morning and I still feel it a little right now, is this feeling that something bad is going to happen. I guess I will have to take whatever comes and be thankful that it was just a false alarm if nothing happens. People should always listen to their feelings and never dismiss them as "worrying over nothing".
Last night I was watching Law and Order SVU with my sister and the show was on organ donation and the black market. I just want to encourage everyone to let their family know their wishes on organ donation, and please consider checking the little box on your license authorizing organ donation. You can help save lives by doing so.
Tonight I have to clean the house and go pick out an outfit to wear for David's graduation. I am so cheap I don't wanna buy one but I don't have any nice clothes to wear. Nicole offered to borrow me a dress I will have to check it out this weekend. If David ever reads this he is going to be thinking, "why did she make such a big deal out of my graduation?" I guess I will just have to tell him..."Because I love you."
5 days and counting! Then I'm on my way to Oklahoma with a car full of friends.
Don't go to bed full of worries drop them off with God.

The mountain of paperwork must be climbed!

One week till I leave for Oklahoma!!!
This last weekend was nice. I didn't do much but still enjoyed myself. I got to hang out with my cousin's 3 month old son Gavin. Gavin is such a cutie, I spent hours playing with him. It really gave me baby fever. I would love to have a child. I think that then I look at my bank account and the fact that David won't be home for another three years and that thought leaves my head.
I'm thinking of going to school in the evening again but I'm not exactly sure what for. So all of you tht know me throw some ideas my way.
Money is beginning to become an issue. I hate worrying about money but when I am short on it that's about all I can do. It will be nice when David is actually making real money, I will be able to work on the house without worrying about the cost as much. I have so many ideas I just wish I could get started on them.
I am going to have to give Nessa some extra loving this week. I think she fely jealous and left out over the weekend and I will be gone next week so I am sure that's going to be hard on her. My poor little baby I don't know what I would do if something happened to her. She loves me and wouldn't think twice about it. I didn't realize I would love that little mut so much. Being away from her is really hard on David, I don't think he admits it as much as he feels it.
A mountain of paperwork is calling my name and it is getting louder.
"May the wind be at your back and the sun shine warmly on your face..."

Live every second like you won't live to see the next.

It's been a long time since I've been on here. Not much has happened though. My dad fixed my basement drain today, he's so nice. I got to talk to David tonight for about 10 minutes. His last
PT test is on the 13th which happens to be a Friday. This Friday I am going to be babysitting Dr. Sobus' baby. She is such a cutie I'm excited. On Saturday I am having a BBQ and getting my hair cut. I'm not going to short just to my shoulders.
In 14 days I'll be looking into David's eyes...finally! This has been the hardest three months. I can't imagine what the next three years are going to be like.
I wish I had something inspirational to say on here but I really don't know what. Ok here's something... Don't wait for something drastic to happen to start living your life to the fullest start it with your next breath...

Laziness gets us no where in life...

Well another weekend shot all to hell. I didn't get anything done.
It was so cold on Saturday that I ended the garage sale early, we will do it again a different weekend.
Last night and today all I did was watch Lifetime channel. I guess you got to do that every once in a while. I got to talk to David twice today, it was nice. Usually I am depressed after I talk to him, but no this time. I am very excited to be going on our trip to Oklahoma.
I really need to work on this place but I don't have the energy. I need to stop being so lazy.
I am thankful today, I smiled alot. The world looks much better through a smile.
I think one of my problems is that I give in to everyone else and listen to them before I listen to myself. I often let everyone else run my life through their conversations with me. I really don't think they realize I am thinking so in depth to what they are telling me I should do or consider doing.
I really hate snow!!! This weather is very depressing. David was saying how 65 degrees was chilly, yep sure David....lets try 40 degrees!
I have alot to do in the 22 days before I leave for Oklahoma. I am going to grab my pop and turn on the tv in my room and start cleaning.....lets see how long this bit of energy lasts. I am betting on about 20 minutes...

Tired, craby, and stressed!

I am ready for this week to be over! I am tired, craby, and stressed. Saturday is the garage sale and I have not did enough advertising. Tomorrow I am going to hang the signs up around town, bake the bars, and make road signs. I am worried I won't have enough money to actually enjoy my trip to Oklahoma. I have been to busy doing other things to actually get a good workout in this week. I just want to see my boyfriend! Is that really to much to ask, why do I have to miss him so fucking bad? My house is not getting anywhere near done, I am going to have to work on that this Sunday. I could go on and on why I am crabby, but I guess the only thing to help that is to go to bed. So now I am going to take my own advice and go to sleep.