IT'S GOING TO BE A BOY!!!

IT'S GOING TO BE A BOY!!!
Had the ultrasound today, he seemed very proud of his package and showed it off every chance he got. He also grabbed onto his penis during the ultrasound. He weighs 10 oz. right now,good size. His heart beat is 141 bpm. He has a big tummy, so my worry about him being small are over. He was very active and stubborn (just like his daddy). He didn't want to show us the top of his head.
I could tell David was really happy, I think it was hard for him to hold in the excitement.
All our parents know and they are happy.
Now we have to come up with a name...
As this little boy grows inside me so does my love for him grow.

Boy or Girl??... Answer in 2 days.

I wonder how many special occasions can actually suck. The 4th of July blew cause I had to work. My birthday felt like any other day. We dropped Jennifer off in Fort Worth, she had spent the week here. Then we came home after having a 3 hour long discussion on the way home. We went out to eat, and the waiter smelt like piss. We drove around for awhile and then went home and went to sleep. Oh well, at least I am allowed to celebrate those occasions unlike some people.
The new puppy has a name... Brutus. It fits him well; he is sweet and cuddly, then turns around and eats your shoe.
In 2 days we find out the sex of the baby, hopefully. I am starting to feel it kick, it is amazing.
I got a speeding ticket a little while ago. I am pissed cause people were driving faster then me and passing me when the cop decided to pull me over. Oh well, I shouldn't have been speeding.
My gramma had to have blood clots removed from her groin. She's doing well. Thank you GOD!
If the day has been a stressful one, make a point out of watching the sun set. GOD blessed us with this beautiful experience we can enjoy every day, so take a day and enjoy it.

Homesick

I am so very homesick. I would do anything to be lounging around my parent's house right now. It feels like I'll never get home.
Nessa got a new friend, he doesn't have a name but I think he is a pit. He is a cutie, but also a pain in the ass. He chews on everything that fits in his mouth, and stuff that doesn't.
When you lose good communication, the world becomes a lot smaller.

Happy Early Birthday, Mom!

David comes back tomorrow... FINALLY! It feels like it's been forever.
On Wednesday I went to the doctor cause I was still having spotting. He said he didn't see the polyp and figured I didn't have an infection. He took a look at the baby anyway and it was dong great. The baby was pawing at my stomach above it's head and kicked at the sonogram wand when the doctor tried to see it's legs. I didn't want to find out what it was till David was with so we don't know yet. Anyways, the doctor came back after running a test and said I still had the infection so he increased my dose of medicine and started me back on it.
My mom turns 43 tomorrow, so Happy Birthday, MOM!!! I can't believe how young she is for having 4 almost grown children.
Time to clean, got to work in a couple hours.
Live to play not to work..." I've never seen a hearse with a luggage rack..."

2,500... take a minute to mourn.

Alone and doing way to much thinking... That is my current situation.
David is JRTC doing traing right now, he will be home in a couple weeks. So, it's just Nessa and I to fend for ourselves.
I am now 16 weeks along and doing OK. I have an endometrial polyp, which I know nothing about. It causes occasional spotting but no other problems so far. I am still not gaining enough but have did good since my last appointment.
No, I haven't decided on any baby names yet. Still open to any ideas.
There have now been 2,500 soldier deaths in the Iraq war. I pray that David will not be part of the next twenty-five hundred. I don't think GOD would give us a baby just to take David away.
This is the best advice I can give anyone. Drink Drink Drink Water, till you feel like your toes ar floating and then drink some more.