Tired, craby, and stressed!

I am ready for this week to be over! I am tired, craby, and stressed. Saturday is the garage sale and I have not did enough advertising. Tomorrow I am going to hang the signs up around town, bake the bars, and make road signs. I am worried I won't have enough money to actually enjoy my trip to Oklahoma. I have been to busy doing other things to actually get a good workout in this week. I just want to see my boyfriend! Is that really to much to ask, why do I have to miss him so fucking bad? My house is not getting anywhere near done, I am going to have to work on that this Sunday. I could go on and on why I am crabby, but I guess the only thing to help that is to go to bed. So now I am going to take my own advice and go to sleep.

30 days till I'm hugging my soldier!

Food is good! This last weekend I ate and ate until I couldn't eat anymore and then I ate again. I had William's cafe, Daisy's Garden, Rosalies, and Gramma's good ole' home cooking. I gained some weight back but it was well worth it. I will just have to work extra hard at getting it off this week.
I got to talk to my honey on Sunday. He seemed to be doing pretty good. He's gotten my packages and letters. I am sending him some baked goodies tonight. I got a letter from Fort Sill explaining the graduation and when we get to visit with the soldiers. On the 25th we get from 1:30-10pm to hang out with them I believe even off base. Maybe I will be able to utalize some of that time making up for lonely times I've had these past few months ;)
This week I got to work on getting ready for my garage sale I am having Saturday. I think that is going to take up all my free time. Between that, cleaning the house, and working out I am going to be beat by Saturday evening.
This past weekend I got to spend some time with my cousins' babies. It made me wish I could be a mommy. I would love to have a child, to be able to look in their eyes and see all the love in the world. Even thoguh I got to see a few of them I am dedicating this blog to: RaeAnna, Hannah, Jordan, Jada Beth, Tairah, Wyatt, Lacey, Gavin, Mason, and a special angel Hailey-Joh. I love all of you.

Sunny days and a green tree...what else do you need?

On Tuesday I went to a cooking show. I got lots of samples and completely trashed the diet...Don't worry I am back on track.
My parents are on a trip to the west coast, I can't wait till I head off on my trip. I am counting down the days till we leave.
The weather is beautiful and the tree in my backyard is getting green buds on it. I just love Spring.
I am going back home on Friday evening to visit my gramma and get some things for the garage sale. We are going to bake brownies for David and I am sure we will go out to eat a few times.
I am grateful to wake up every morning to live a day I have never seen before...Start each morning with a smile and end each day with a conversation with God.

Lucky enough to have people to love

I talked to David over the weekend. He is in much better spirits and thinks there may be around all this. If not we are still going to take our trip and maybe he can get a pass to see us just for a bit. It makes me feel so much better just knowing that he isn't as stressed and upset. I still can't believe how my feelings for him have grown since we've been apart. I now know to be thankful for everyone I am lucky enough to love.
The weather is beautiful! It is 90 degrees outside! I can't wait to get home and throw some shorts on.
I seen my gramma on Sunday. She is awesome and I love her. My mind is swarming with so amny thoughts, it's hard to even get this stuff down. So I am going to ponder my thoughts and count the minutes down till 5 pm...

Frustration!!!

Ok, I am really pissed off at the Army. They told David yesterday that due to his bad credit he couldn't get security clearance to do his job, they told him he had to make 3 consecutive payments out of his military checks on all his debt or he would be recycled and have to do 60 days of basic over again and be put in a different job that didn't require security clearance, like loading ammo. He was upset which made me upset. Now we don't know when he'll graduate. Maybe by some act of God this mess will be cleared up. Everyone was getting excited to go to Oklahoma and finally see David. Everyone in my house is pretty upset now.
I had my MRI of my head done yesterday. The dye leaves a weird taste in your mouth. In case I didn't mention it before...Dr. McKinnon called and told me he was still concerned about my CT revealing the right ventricle being large and wanted me to see a neurologist. I made an appointment with Dr. Richardson who wanted an MRI first. I will be seeing Dr. Richardson on Tuesday. I am sure she will say it's nothing but everyone wants me to have to checked out.
I fell off the diet wagon last night but that's ok, I am back on today. I weighed myself at 124.5 lbs., so I am pretty happy with those results.
I have a nasty cold, it started in my upper chest and has moved down. I am really worn out, when I get off work I am going to take a nap.
I just feel like nothing is going the way I would like it to right now.