Remember...

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken, and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend, or maybe even fall in love with them. And you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest. Tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

Missing my bro

Have I ever mentioned how bad it sucks when David is in the field? Well, it really sucks. I have spent the past 2 evenings with Nessa. She is great but difficult to communicate with. We are still looking into getting another puppy. I think it will help with her boredom. Yes, I am concerned about my dog's boredom.
I just got an email from Bobby. He told me how much he loves me and misses me. I started crying and am still... um, well I don't know the emotion I am feeling. I love him so much. I think it's because we are so much alike and many years apart so it's easier for us to get along. I am very grateful to have a loving family and to be so close to my extended family. I feel bad for those that aren't close to their family. I was also very blessed in finding love without any heartbreaks. I really do have a wonderful man. I know he cares and loves me a lot (even when he's not in the mood to show it). Last but not least, I have some wonderful friends. They have my back no matter what. So, to all of you mentioned in this paragraph... I love you all! Thank you for being there for me!
The money issues are getting better, finally some light at the end of this seemingly endless tunnel. I don't want to jinx myself though, we have some work to do on our spending habits.
I have heard that blood is thicker than water... Well I know for a fact that blood is thicker than that beer you share with a stranger. Love you're family unconditionally, because they're there for life.

Sea World and a party

My mind is seriously going five-thousand miles a second. I am worried about how I am going to afford to get my Texas nursing licensure, pay other bills, and keep gas in the vehicle. Sometimes I just want to run away from money issues.
Annie and Jennifer came and spent a week with us. We went to Sea World in San Antonio, ate out alot, they got tattoos, partied a little, and chilled out alot. Sea World was neat. the Killer Whales were huge. I enjoyed the roller coasters. During one of the shows they had the soldiers stand up so everyone could applaud them, I thought that was nice. Regarding the tattoos; Annie got a hummingbird and flower, Jennifer got a flower. We partied a little too hard on Friday night, but it was fun and the next day wasn't that bad either. David and I spent Thursday arguing so it was nice not being mad at each other on Friday.
Work went really slow yesterday, hopefully tonight is better. After having three days off I really didn't want to be there yesterday.
I have to get going cause I have to get ready for work.
"Work sucks, yet I go for the money... In the end I still don't have money yet I have lots of work :("

To get or not to get another dog.

David's eye surgery went well. Thank you GOD.
Texas' creatures are coming out. I almost stepped on a poisenous spider. I am so niave that I thought it was a cricket at first. When I found out it could have hurt me, it's all I can think about. I keep thinking there are spiders and snakes all over. I guess I am a little paranoid now.
Summer is on it's way. Well actually I consider this weather summer but everyone says it gets much warmer. It's ranging from the 70's - 90. I'm lovin' it!
Annie and Jennifer are coming down to visit on Sautrday. My parents are coming to visit in April over Easter. I wish we could get David's parents out to visit. I really think they would like it.
I am finally getting caught up on bills. It feels good to be making decent money.
We are looking for a friend for Vanessa. I can't decide what I want. David wants a bigger dog he can wrestle with. I either want a big dog or a tiny dog that I can cuddle with. The main reason for another dog is for Nessa to not require so much time entertaining her. She gets bored easily.
I made banana bread last night and it turned out really good. I was proud of myself. I like to bake but I am not fond of making the same old boring meals.
I was searching the web the other day trying to see whats up with Felicia's killer's trial. I found a website dedicated to her. It's felicialaduke.com. I miss her, even though I know I wouldn't be talking to her much at this time in my life. It was just nice to know there was a good person like her in my life.
I realize that I often jump from topic to topic. If it bothers you too much than stop reading, but it's my ways of getting some thoughts out of my head.
"Doing nothing is very hard to do... You never know when you're finished"

Happy Mardi Gras!!!

David is having his eye surgery right now. I just pray that everything goes well. I love that man so much. I would rather lose my site before he lost his. I know I can live without it but I think an impairment like that and he would rather be dead.
We have a deaf patient in the hospital. It makes me wish I would have learned more sign. I feel like I can't help the patient as well. I have always been interested in sign language but I've just been too lazy to learn. I am such a procrastinator.
Work is going fine. I am starting to get to know some of my co-workers.
I guess I don't have much to say today. I am missing winter actually, I never thought I would miss snow.
The pasture always looks greener on the other side, but every pasture has it's cow pies.