Friday, February 11, 2005

What now?

David left for basic training on the 8th. I didn't realize what was really happening until he was gone. I didn't realize how bad this would hurt. I can't believe I won't see him for at least 3 more months, and I wont be able to cuddle with him or just have him around for a really long time. I guess I wont even live with him for another 3 years. This sucks really bad. My heart goes out to all those who have loved ones serving in the army.
I have an extra Motley Crue ticket and I don't know what to do with it. It was supposed to be David's. Part of me wants to leave the seat empty for him and part of me thinks that is expensive just to leave empty.
I am really depressed and I am taking it out on poor Nessa.
I think I am going to go shopping for a few things tomorrow, just to take my mind off things.
Well it's time to eat my sorrow away.
Later

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