Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Time to reflect...

Well I am back from my trip. It wasn't as good as I was hoping for. Some arguments and yelling kinda ruined what could have been a great time. I finally got to see David. Wow he has changed! He looks hot in his uniform. The weather down there is strange, sunny and 90 one moment the next it is 75 and raining. It was hard to leave David at Fort Sill I cried all the way to Oklahoma City. Time and distance really made our love for each other stronger. I could have just stared at him forever. Even though there was arguing I am happy for the time I spent with David.
Well, Nessa has a cousin. She is a tiny kitten named Reece Oliveah. Yeah our pets have really cute human names. Too bad my future children will be named after my pets.
In only a few months David wil be across the world fighting for the USA. I wonder if he has thought about the fact that he might have to give his life for America? I guess it is just starting to hit me...I don't know how I feel about that.
Seeing the Oklahoma City bombing memorial really made an impact on me. Being there put a knot in my stomach and I could feel the lose the victim's families must have felt. How could someone kill 19 innocent children, those children had nothing to do with the government.
I really connected with my cousin Stephanie on the trip. I think we have become alot closer than we were. If you ever read this Steph...Love ya!
Time to clean some house. Time to reflect on where my life is going.
"Today is a gift that is why it is called, the present..."

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