Lack of Zzz's

Happy belated birthday America!!!
I celebrated the 4th by hanging out and relaxing. I went to Roosevelt's annual flea market. Lots of things I wanted to buy but I didn't have the money to even think about it. My dad bought me a clock for my kitchen. It really goes with the 50's theme I am putting in there. My dad spoils me and I have accepted that. My aunt gave me my grandmother's first diamond ring. It had to be cut from her finger not long before she passed away due to arthiritis inflammation. My aunt had it fixed and gave it to me because she knew it would be something I would cherish. It is small and simple but holds a piece of my grandmother. In 3 days it will be 3 years since I last seen her. I wish I would have gotten more time with her. I am grateful for every second I had with her though.
David got a cell phone so now he seems to be closer to me. He doesn't seem as far now that I can talk to him more often. I just wish I could be there in Texas with him.
In 3 days I will be turning 21!!! I am happy to be spending it with family, I just wish I could end that night next to David.
I got back to Grand Forks at 2 something this morning. I am not too tired right now but I know it will hit me this afternoon.
I have lots of little things to do this week. I will first have to figure out how to make my lack of money last through the week though.
When someone passes they are not gone; for you hold a piece of them in your heart, in your memories.