Time to reflect...

Well I am back from my trip. It wasn't as good as I was hoping for. Some arguments and yelling kinda ruined what could have been a great time. I finally got to see David. Wow he has changed! He looks hot in his uniform. The weather down there is strange, sunny and 90 one moment the next it is 75 and raining. It was hard to leave David at Fort Sill I cried all the way to Oklahoma City. Time and distance really made our love for each other stronger. I could have just stared at him forever. Even though there was arguing I am happy for the time I spent with David.
Well, Nessa has a cousin. She is a tiny kitten named Reece Oliveah. Yeah our pets have really cute human names. Too bad my future children will be named after my pets.
In only a few months David wil be across the world fighting for the USA. I wonder if he has thought about the fact that he might have to give his life for America? I guess it is just starting to hit me...I don't know how I feel about that.
Seeing the Oklahoma City bombing memorial really made an impact on me. Being there put a knot in my stomach and I could feel the lose the victim's families must have felt. How could someone kill 19 innocent children, those children had nothing to do with the government.
I really connected with my cousin Stephanie on the trip. I think we have become alot closer than we were. If you ever read this Steph...Love ya!
Time to clean some house. Time to reflect on where my life is going.
"Today is a gift that is why it is called, the present..."

5 days and counting!

The work day is almost done. This morning and I still feel it a little right now, is this feeling that something bad is going to happen. I guess I will have to take whatever comes and be thankful that it was just a false alarm if nothing happens. People should always listen to their feelings and never dismiss them as "worrying over nothing".
Last night I was watching Law and Order SVU with my sister and the show was on organ donation and the black market. I just want to encourage everyone to let their family know their wishes on organ donation, and please consider checking the little box on your license authorizing organ donation. You can help save lives by doing so.
Tonight I have to clean the house and go pick out an outfit to wear for David's graduation. I am so cheap I don't wanna buy one but I don't have any nice clothes to wear. Nicole offered to borrow me a dress I will have to check it out this weekend. If David ever reads this he is going to be thinking, "why did she make such a big deal out of my graduation?" I guess I will just have to tell him..."Because I love you."
5 days and counting! Then I'm on my way to Oklahoma with a car full of friends.
Don't go to bed full of worries drop them off with God.

The mountain of paperwork must be climbed!

One week till I leave for Oklahoma!!!
This last weekend was nice. I didn't do much but still enjoyed myself. I got to hang out with my cousin's 3 month old son Gavin. Gavin is such a cutie, I spent hours playing with him. It really gave me baby fever. I would love to have a child. I think that then I look at my bank account and the fact that David won't be home for another three years and that thought leaves my head.
I'm thinking of going to school in the evening again but I'm not exactly sure what for. So all of you tht know me throw some ideas my way.
Money is beginning to become an issue. I hate worrying about money but when I am short on it that's about all I can do. It will be nice when David is actually making real money, I will be able to work on the house without worrying about the cost as much. I have so many ideas I just wish I could get started on them.
I am going to have to give Nessa some extra loving this week. I think she fely jealous and left out over the weekend and I will be gone next week so I am sure that's going to be hard on her. My poor little baby I don't know what I would do if something happened to her. She loves me and wouldn't think twice about it. I didn't realize I would love that little mut so much. Being away from her is really hard on David, I don't think he admits it as much as he feels it.
A mountain of paperwork is calling my name and it is getting louder.
"May the wind be at your back and the sun shine warmly on your face..."

Live every second like you won't live to see the next.

It's been a long time since I've been on here. Not much has happened though. My dad fixed my basement drain today, he's so nice. I got to talk to David tonight for about 10 minutes. His last
PT test is on the 13th which happens to be a Friday. This Friday I am going to be babysitting Dr. Sobus' baby. She is such a cutie I'm excited. On Saturday I am having a BBQ and getting my hair cut. I'm not going to short just to my shoulders.
In 14 days I'll be looking into David's eyes...finally! This has been the hardest three months. I can't imagine what the next three years are going to be like.
I wish I had something inspirational to say on here but I really don't know what. Ok here's something... Don't wait for something drastic to happen to start living your life to the fullest start it with your next breath...

Laziness gets us no where in life...

Well another weekend shot all to hell. I didn't get anything done.
It was so cold on Saturday that I ended the garage sale early, we will do it again a different weekend.
Last night and today all I did was watch Lifetime channel. I guess you got to do that every once in a while. I got to talk to David twice today, it was nice. Usually I am depressed after I talk to him, but no this time. I am very excited to be going on our trip to Oklahoma.
I really need to work on this place but I don't have the energy. I need to stop being so lazy.
I am thankful today, I smiled alot. The world looks much better through a smile.
I think one of my problems is that I give in to everyone else and listen to them before I listen to myself. I often let everyone else run my life through their conversations with me. I really don't think they realize I am thinking so in depth to what they are telling me I should do or consider doing.
I really hate snow!!! This weather is very depressing. David was saying how 65 degrees was chilly, yep sure David....lets try 40 degrees!
I have alot to do in the 22 days before I leave for Oklahoma. I am going to grab my pop and turn on the tv in my room and start cleaning.....lets see how long this bit of energy lasts. I am betting on about 20 minutes...