Thursday, October 20, 2005

I miss you Felicia...

I have so much going on in my head I am scared it's going to explode. First thing I want to say is I love all my friends and family. I know I don't say it enough and I often don't act like it, but everytime I end a conversation or say good bye the one thing running through my mind is how much I love you.
I just attended Felicia's funeral. It was beautiful yet terrible all at the same time. She was a genuinely kind person and cared for everyone. It was a traditional military funeral. I'll see you soon Felicia! A bunch of my classmates were at the funeral and that made it easier, because we all knew how each other were feeling. After the funeral most of us went to Izzy's for a drink. It was nice to just visit with them all.
I will be moving to Texas the first week in November. I am scared yet excited. I never planned on staying around here yet I know I'll end up back home. I will be there until next fall. I love David and am very happy to be spending time with him before he is deployed.
Money is still a big issue but I am working through it. i have faith that it will get better.
Nathan was diagnosed with congestive heart failure. I should have been expecting it because he is 20 years old and has CF. I guess I just don't want the inevitable to happen. I am praying I ahev another good 7 years with him.... Please GOD!!
I know there was more I wanted to say I just can't think of it right now so I will let this one end and hoepfully more comes to me soon.
Grab hold and hug your loved ones tight, for you never know when it will be the last hug.

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