Lack of energy is due to lack of chocolate cake..

Here I am sitting at work so one would think I should be doing work. Nope, not me, I have no energy to do anything. I am very relieved it's Friday, it's payday, and I only have 1 more Friday left at Altru. I guess all those things still don't give me energy.
I have a lot to do before I move to Texas so I think I will be busy doing some of that this weekend.
I think I am starting to realize that Felicia is gone and the knot in my stomach is almost gone. The one weird thing is I expect to see her again... Well I guess in a way I will but not in this lifetime, I know I will when we all go to heaven. I just hate to wait that long.
When I get to Texas one thing I am going to make David do is some wedding planning. I think if I get him to do some things he might actually get excited and want this just as much as I do.
I could really go for some chocolate cake right now. I stepped on my gramma's scale completely naked the other day and I only weighed 123. When I stepped on the scale here at work yesterday it was 128. I am guessing these shoes and scrubs weigh about 5 lbs. or so because I am sure I didn't gain 5 lbs. in just a couple days. So, I guess I only have 3-8 lbs. to lose before I am at my ideal weight. I think I'll take Nessa out jogging tonight.
I was watching this music video today it was a song about loving this girl. During the video they (guy and girl) were just goofing around and cuddling, and it made me miss David even more.
Take the time to really listen to someone, not just with your ears but with your heart.