Jacob's Here!!!

Wow, so much has happened since I was last on here. First things first, I gave birth to a wonderful baby boy. His name is Jacob and he was born December 7th at 3:02 pm in Grand Forks, ND. He weighed 8 lbs 0.8 oz and was 22 inches long. Childbirth is physically the hardest thing you will ever do in your life but it is soo worth it. David was able to call about 2 hours after he was born. He found out through his dad, I wish it could have been me but what can I do. I have taken many many pictures and I had the birth recorded and mailed it to him. I can't wait till he gets it and watches it, I think he will realize how difficult childbirth is and appreciate me more.

I feel like I am riding an emotional rollercoaster. One moment I am extremely happy and the next I am in tears. I can't believe I have a beautiful son yet I miss his father terribly.

I have taken Jacob to see David's parents and his aunt. I am going to keep them as involved as my family is.

Christmas is fast approaching and I haven't bought any gifts. I guess that will keep me busy this next week.

I have never felt love so strong until I looked into my childs eyes.