Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving!
I know there is so much I should be thankful for this Thanksgiving but I am depressed and that seems to be shadowing the happiness I should be feeling. I can't seem to quit thinking about some things that I wish I could, I miss David terribly, and I am confused on some other things floating around in my mind. I really shouldn't fill this with woo is me, I have much more than many other people out there. For one thing I was able to celebrate this day with my family unlike those serving in Iraq. I am also going to celebrate the birth of my child very soon and just that is something I am very thankful for. I have a family that loves me, clothes to wear, a roof over my head, and a full stomach... Thank you LORD.
I hope the depressing, confusing thoughts escape my mind soon. I really don't know how to get things out of my mind, but to talk about them and that's something I can't do right now. I guess I will figure it all out some time.
I have been blessed, sometimes we forget that and have to remind ourselves. If you're going to count your problems remember to count your blessings, because there's always more to be happy about than to grumble about.